Did sand always hurt her feet so much? Was the sun always so bright?
Okibi could hardly remember anymore. It had been such a long time - years it seemed - since she had seen the outside. So long had she been locked away in that room . . . that horrible room, with only those men to visit her. Her empty belly heaved at the memory of those men, and what they took joy in doing to her. Shaking her head wildly, Okibi tried to dispel the memories of the long, wretched year she spent in the hands of enemies she didnt know she had. Pain, every day all she knew was pain, and in the few fleeting days where she was left alone, the sheer darkness and isolation they left her in nearly drove her mad. Or did. She wasn't sure.
What was that noise!?
The sound of shuffling sand behind her drew Okibi from the mire of her thoughts. She whirled around on her weak, skinny legs, searching the desert around her with frantic, blood red eyes. The blood vessels in her eyes burst a long time ago and never healed. Her limbs began to shake as her searching eyes failed to find the source of the shuffling that she could still hear. Were they coming for her? Did they find her already? A gust of dry, hot wind blew her stringy white hair into her face, blocking her vision. It, like her eyes, had changed long ago, the color and curl shocked right out of it. She clawed and batted at the limp strands wildly, pulling free a good few of them, though she hardly noticed the pain in her panic.
Seven. She wished Seven were there.
But Seven wasn't anywhere anymore.
Okibi turned back around again, so quickly that she almost fell on her face. As weak as she was, malnourished and suffering from severe muscle atrophy, it was a miracle that she didn't. She hurried on as best she could, clutching the hastily seared flesh of the stump that used to be her right arm, biting her dry and cracked lips so hard that they bled. She had to move faster, or they were going to catch her again!
Her weak heart, now so broken and feeble, beat wildly in her bony chest and somehow she continued on.
-- A few hours later --
The mouth of the familiar, giant skeleton of the sandworm known as Barnyx yawned in front of her. Okibi looked up, blinking tiredly in the bright sunlight, measuring its height. Was it always so big?
Finally, she was home.
Finally, she could rest.
What was that!?
Just out of the corner of her eye, Okibi saw a shadow dart from left to right. Her neck cracked audibly as she snapped her head in that direction, her wide eyes shaking with renewed fright. The momentary joy she felt in finally being home, finally being safe, was overshadowed by the ever present paranoia that was now her constant companion. The darting shadows, the bodiless noises; they sapped any relief she had felt in the mouth of that giant sandworm.
She wanted to scream. She wanted to run.
But she could do neither. All she could do was shake, and shake, and shake.
Finally, after what seemed like hours (though in truth it was only a few moments) her legs gave out and she fell to the dry, hard packed soil. The dirty cloak she'd pilfered to hide her naked and scarred body flapped around her as she landed face down in the dirt, barely able to breathe. Her skin felt so tight, and it hurt when she fell. Warm liquid pooled under her cheek and she was pretty sure one of the blisters on her face had split open.
But she was used to pain - she hated it, but she was used to it. It, like the shadows and the noises, was a constant companion.
[MFT]
(Anyone is welcome to join and attempt to interact with Okibi/administer aid. Just try to give yourself a plausible reason for being at the gates at this time yah? :3 Oh, and just a note, if you knew Okibi before this drastic change, try not to make it so your character recognizes her right off the bat yah? She looks nothing like what she used to, aside from her pink irises. )
Okibi could hardly remember anymore. It had been such a long time - years it seemed - since she had seen the outside. So long had she been locked away in that room . . . that horrible room, with only those men to visit her. Her empty belly heaved at the memory of those men, and what they took joy in doing to her. Shaking her head wildly, Okibi tried to dispel the memories of the long, wretched year she spent in the hands of enemies she didnt know she had. Pain, every day all she knew was pain, and in the few fleeting days where she was left alone, the sheer darkness and isolation they left her in nearly drove her mad. Or did. She wasn't sure.
What was that noise!?
The sound of shuffling sand behind her drew Okibi from the mire of her thoughts. She whirled around on her weak, skinny legs, searching the desert around her with frantic, blood red eyes. The blood vessels in her eyes burst a long time ago and never healed. Her limbs began to shake as her searching eyes failed to find the source of the shuffling that she could still hear. Were they coming for her? Did they find her already? A gust of dry, hot wind blew her stringy white hair into her face, blocking her vision. It, like her eyes, had changed long ago, the color and curl shocked right out of it. She clawed and batted at the limp strands wildly, pulling free a good few of them, though she hardly noticed the pain in her panic.
Seven. She wished Seven were there.
But Seven wasn't anywhere anymore.
Okibi turned back around again, so quickly that she almost fell on her face. As weak as she was, malnourished and suffering from severe muscle atrophy, it was a miracle that she didn't. She hurried on as best she could, clutching the hastily seared flesh of the stump that used to be her right arm, biting her dry and cracked lips so hard that they bled. She had to move faster, or they were going to catch her again!
Her weak heart, now so broken and feeble, beat wildly in her bony chest and somehow she continued on.
-- A few hours later --
The mouth of the familiar, giant skeleton of the sandworm known as Barnyx yawned in front of her. Okibi looked up, blinking tiredly in the bright sunlight, measuring its height. Was it always so big?
Finally, she was home.
Finally, she could rest.
What was that!?
Just out of the corner of her eye, Okibi saw a shadow dart from left to right. Her neck cracked audibly as she snapped her head in that direction, her wide eyes shaking with renewed fright. The momentary joy she felt in finally being home, finally being safe, was overshadowed by the ever present paranoia that was now her constant companion. The darting shadows, the bodiless noises; they sapped any relief she had felt in the mouth of that giant sandworm.
She wanted to scream. She wanted to run.
But she could do neither. All she could do was shake, and shake, and shake.
Finally, after what seemed like hours (though in truth it was only a few moments) her legs gave out and she fell to the dry, hard packed soil. The dirty cloak she'd pilfered to hide her naked and scarred body flapped around her as she landed face down in the dirt, barely able to breathe. Her skin felt so tight, and it hurt when she fell. Warm liquid pooled under her cheek and she was pretty sure one of the blisters on her face had split open.
But she was used to pain - she hated it, but she was used to it. It, like the shadows and the noises, was a constant companion.
[MFT]
(Anyone is welcome to join and attempt to interact with Okibi/administer aid. Just try to give yourself a plausible reason for being at the gates at this time yah? :3 Oh, and just a note, if you knew Okibi before this drastic change, try not to make it so your character recognizes her right off the bat yah? She looks nothing like what she used to, aside from her pink irises. )