[legend="[url=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TRZZSNAo7TQurl][u]"Holding all my thoughts and screams inside this locket."[/u][/url]"]
Cant help but think I'm wasting time here, holding all my thoughts and screams inside this locket. Images come within the form of a flickering flame, beginning to dim when the light of the library comes to a halt. There is nothing left but an emerald haired woman - lost within the horrors, within the anxiety of her own past. If she were able to change everything, if she were able to change her destiny -- then she most certainly would. However, the God that is above us gives us nothing more than one body. The god that loves us for who we are has given us naught but one soul - for us to mold it through life, to define ourselves as exactly who we are and what we can do. The more unfortunate part is that he does not always answer prayers. The moments, when our screams and cries for help and guidance fall upon deaf ears and we become nothing more than stressed, hurt individuals. If only everything bad that we experience could fade away, then maybe...maybe all of this wouldn't happen.
Slow hands travel like spies moving across the lands of the world. They skim across the spine of a single book, gently tapping as if morse code was second knowledge. Sun-drop hues focus upon the outside, hoping one day to be free despite knowing that freedom comes with a price. One that can also mean that your life will too be taken away. However, despite what it is that she is feeling - she accepts everything that has happened. She accepts that she was place upon this earth for a reason. To fight and fight and protect those that she loved. To make sure that her friend, her family and her people do not falter under the hands of enemies. But...It doesn't stop her from being selfish and putting herself first. The hedonistic values of the world weigh in with the general welfare of others. Is it possible that she's wearing another mask or is this who she truly is? A confusing, mad woman that has no true direction in life. A confusing, mad woman that doesn't stop and think, but pursues an endless goal that could mean nothing at the end of her life.
How quaint. How foolishly quaint.
Maybe she'll be able to see the goals of others within this world. If she can find some window of opportunity, some reciprocity of her forgiveness then maybe, she'll truly think that her god is present through all times instead of just the 'good' times. "So what's it gonna be?~ Me or you...You or me?~" She murmurs to herself in a sing-song manner while her free hand grips onto the pencil, scribbling a small doodlebob on the edge of the paper, hoping that he'll come to erase all those that dare to step in her way. "Maybe one day, I'll learn of it...Until then, I guess I should wait.." Mmmbuh.
[/legend]Slow hands travel like spies moving across the lands of the world. They skim across the spine of a single book, gently tapping as if morse code was second knowledge. Sun-drop hues focus upon the outside, hoping one day to be free despite knowing that freedom comes with a price. One that can also mean that your life will too be taken away. However, despite what it is that she is feeling - she accepts everything that has happened. She accepts that she was place upon this earth for a reason. To fight and fight and protect those that she loved. To make sure that her friend, her family and her people do not falter under the hands of enemies. But...It doesn't stop her from being selfish and putting herself first. The hedonistic values of the world weigh in with the general welfare of others. Is it possible that she's wearing another mask or is this who she truly is? A confusing, mad woman that has no true direction in life. A confusing, mad woman that doesn't stop and think, but pursues an endless goal that could mean nothing at the end of her life.
How quaint. How foolishly quaint.
Maybe she'll be able to see the goals of others within this world. If she can find some window of opportunity, some reciprocity of her forgiveness then maybe, she'll truly think that her god is present through all times instead of just the 'good' times. "So what's it gonna be?~ Me or you...You or me?~" She murmurs to herself in a sing-song manner while her free hand grips onto the pencil, scribbling a small doodlebob on the edge of the paper, hoping that he'll come to erase all those that dare to step in her way. "Maybe one day, I'll learn of it...Until then, I guess I should wait.." Mmmbuh.