Ren laid flat on her back in her older cousins living room, staring up at, or better put perhaps through, the ceiling. Her gaze was far away from just the small room as she sprawled, her feet half under the table. Her hair was undone and splayed up and around her head, across the floor like an ink spill on parchment.
She was waiting for her cousin to get back, mostly because she wanted to talk to him. Since so much had gone on, with his new role in the village, and adopting a cat, and a kid too, she hadn't really seen much of him. She had been busy as well, diving straight into learning a new language, and obviously keeping up on her studies, but she felt like she hadn't seen or goofed around with him for ages.
Over all she felt a visit was quite overdue.
She didn't admit to herself that a driving force for her stopping by and lying in wait for him had anything to do with the slowly rising panic that he would be too busy to continue being a presence in her life. That he would have too many duties, to the village and to his new family to spare a moment with her anymore. She felt like she was losing her mentor and it shook her, emotionally.
But she didn't admit this to herself and obviously wouldn't even imagine admitting it to anyone else. She just felt like dropping by, making sure her older cousin didn't turn into an old fart that doesn't know fun unless it bites him on the nose. Yeah. That was it.
She let out a sigh.
She was waiting for her cousin to get back, mostly because she wanted to talk to him. Since so much had gone on, with his new role in the village, and adopting a cat, and a kid too, she hadn't really seen much of him. She had been busy as well, diving straight into learning a new language, and obviously keeping up on her studies, but she felt like she hadn't seen or goofed around with him for ages.
Over all she felt a visit was quite overdue.
She didn't admit to herself that a driving force for her stopping by and lying in wait for him had anything to do with the slowly rising panic that he would be too busy to continue being a presence in her life. That he would have too many duties, to the village and to his new family to spare a moment with her anymore. She felt like she was losing her mentor and it shook her, emotionally.
But she didn't admit this to herself and obviously wouldn't even imagine admitting it to anyone else. She just felt like dropping by, making sure her older cousin didn't turn into an old fart that doesn't know fun unless it bites him on the nose. Yeah. That was it.
She let out a sigh.