When it hits you. It hits you hard. The feelings of confusion as to where you are being placed within the world and your own private village are nothing more than strange. She had found herself wondering what the true freedom would be like -- what it would be like if she was not attached to stone, but instead - could influence it like an outside force. The mere thought had caused her to smile lightly - because she could be doing tow things instead of one. After all - with the raising war between Kumogakure and Iwagakure, this was most definitely going to be quite difficult to set up. NEvertheless, she knew that whatever plans she had in mind would come forth and bear itself whole. It had no other choice but to, because she allowed no failure. She allowed no room for failure and emotions within her life that would make her think otherwise.
After all - many of great ninja and kunoichi alike fall to the thing called 'love'. Many of them don't understand that when you have a significant other - you lose pieces and bits of yourself that you'll never be able to retain. They take the best pieces of you and the best years of your life, because they used to be something that you truly loved. But then you realize that the 'love' that you're thinking about is nothing more than a weakness. No. She would never fall like they did. She would never risk herself and die for another person's cause or wishes. She was her own person - only attacking with precision based off of her needs and wishes. However, if someone wished to establish a system of reciprocity - then she wouldn't mind it, not one bit.
Because stones nature is that of a hedonistic culture despite what people attempt to make it seem. Many people believe that they're fighting for on another when all they want to do is establish themselves within a hierarchy. that is why it would be best to overthrow the ones that exist before -- that is why it would be better to get rid of the old and bring in the new.
Idle hands move - scribbling against the paper, translating what her mind feels as emotional 'vomit'. The emerald being could do nothing more than lean back within her chair - observing the future of the paper - plans on what to do for the future. Plans to overthrow the head and preserve the heart. Yes. She had plans and they were going to be done with great precision without any failure. Prepare your butts. Please. "Nothing but time will be able to tell when I start.." A gentle chuckle escapes past her lips while she comes to a stand - a bright light escaping her wrists forming nothing more than a bladed weapon. Ah...She was going to use this very, very soon.