Here I was again in my room in this establishment alone while my friend, Lady Hinoka, had gone out to explore the markets and surrounding areas of the country for the day. She had invited me to come along on her adventure today, but I had elected to turn down our offer as I was feeling a little bit homesick today and my mind was wandering all over the place likely due to the numerous actions that I had conducted in this country since I arrived and during my stay. There were many things that my dear wife, Lady Yanshi, did not need to know about as she would likely throw me out of the Byakko Clan if she knew about them and I knew that I needed to control myself moving forward during my stay here or I was going to end up doing something more regrettable than I already had.
Truthfully, I could blame my actions on various factors including my change in the vessel that I was in, but none of these excuses were truly worthy of being used in an argument if one came up with my little Shou-Shou. No, I just needed to simply stop being a bad individual and get my focus back on the future of this tournament and medical meeting that was going to happen any day now. Eventually when I would return home, I could refocus my attention on protecting my home and my clan from the threats that were approaching our home slowly daily. That Daimyo was a big issue and if we did not stop him, it was going to be a huge problem that continued to snowball more and more with each passing day, week, month, year, and so forth.
Alas though, I would continue to lay in my bed and just think about the many things on my head. There was so much that I needed to think about and look inside of myself to truly become a better woman, better man, better shinobi, better spouse, and better worshipper of my god. Hopefully, I would be left alone to my thoughts.
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Truthfully, I could blame my actions on various factors including my change in the vessel that I was in, but none of these excuses were truly worthy of being used in an argument if one came up with my little Shou-Shou. No, I just needed to simply stop being a bad individual and get my focus back on the future of this tournament and medical meeting that was going to happen any day now. Eventually when I would return home, I could refocus my attention on protecting my home and my clan from the threats that were approaching our home slowly daily. That Daimyo was a big issue and if we did not stop him, it was going to be a huge problem that continued to snowball more and more with each passing day, week, month, year, and so forth.
Alas though, I would continue to lay in my bed and just think about the many things on my head. There was so much that I needed to think about and look inside of myself to truly become a better woman, better man, better shinobi, better spouse, and better worshipper of my god. Hopefully, I would be left alone to my thoughts.
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