[legend="[url=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TRZZSNAo7TQurl][u]"A purpose..My purpose..?"[/u][/url]"]
You've been sleeping for far too long. Everything that she is feeling at this moment is nothing more than a contradiction. Her limbs feel both heavy and weightless. Her features are cold as ice and yet - the blood that runs through her veins is boiling hot. She can feel each gentle breath quickened, yet bated. Her form flowing into the darkness, into the light - almost as if she were somehow stuck inbetween heaven and hell, being tossed in different directions, each goal becoming twisted and nixed at nothing more than a thought. The funny thing was...She had always been about making a change within the world. She has always thought about giving this place yet another chance. And prove that she can do it...Not just for herself but the others that are around.
Emerald hues slowly flutter open. Lips are moving slowly, prayers of success, of happiness drifting from her lips. If there was one thing that she wanted. If there was one thing that she wished to remain - it would be the goals for the future. But she seems to have gotten a new directive from those that are within the sky. They tell her to follow the goals of her heart. They tell her to make the change - to fall into her delusional avarice and become as greedy, as decadent as she could. Is it hurtful for her to do something like that? Is it shameful for her to become selfish just for a moment within her life?
Not that it matters. Many people are fickle even when it comes to things like this. Who are they to judge whether or not she follows the path of the righteous or falls off the ledge into the deep depraved darkness. Each and every person changes faces when it comes to different situations - going between mask after mask to finally find their true-selves when in reality, they lost it after faking it for so long. Thoughts such as these make her wonder if she truly exists as the person that she is. Or if she's simply losing her damned mind because she seriously wants this change. Hilarious.
"But still.."
She says, "But still." She actually means it. The young Tsukiyama slowly drifts in and out of reality. Her body flickering from the sheer speed as she slowly moves away from the temple and seats herself upon the grasses in the front. She questions herself on whatever happened to that devil. That blue-eyed demon that seemed to make her think a little too much than the norm. Maybe...Just maybe, she'll actually listen to him this time.
Marked for training
[/legend]Emerald hues slowly flutter open. Lips are moving slowly, prayers of success, of happiness drifting from her lips. If there was one thing that she wanted. If there was one thing that she wished to remain - it would be the goals for the future. But she seems to have gotten a new directive from those that are within the sky. They tell her to follow the goals of her heart. They tell her to make the change - to fall into her delusional avarice and become as greedy, as decadent as she could. Is it hurtful for her to do something like that? Is it shameful for her to become selfish just for a moment within her life?
Not that it matters. Many people are fickle even when it comes to things like this. Who are they to judge whether or not she follows the path of the righteous or falls off the ledge into the deep depraved darkness. Each and every person changes faces when it comes to different situations - going between mask after mask to finally find their true-selves when in reality, they lost it after faking it for so long. Thoughts such as these make her wonder if she truly exists as the person that she is. Or if she's simply losing her damned mind because she seriously wants this change. Hilarious.
"But still.."
She says, "But still." She actually means it. The young Tsukiyama slowly drifts in and out of reality. Her body flickering from the sheer speed as she slowly moves away from the temple and seats herself upon the grasses in the front. She questions herself on whatever happened to that devil. That blue-eyed demon that seemed to make her think a little too much than the norm. Maybe...Just maybe, she'll actually listen to him this time.
Marked for training