Iza feared being in the woods. But she feared failure even more. She had to survive on her own, out of the gates for so long, only to come here, to be shown that she knew nothing. Only the bare minimum.
She tried to keep control of her breath. Her anxiety starting to kick in. But she did her best to push it away. She needed to concentrate. Even if all she could do was learn to get over her stupid anxiety attacks would be good enough for her. She wanted to be someone that others can look up to. Not look at her as if she was just a nuisance to grab out of harm's way.
She heard something step behind her. She turned around in a quick motion, her hands ready to pummel whatever it is that is around. But nothing seemed to be there. She relaxed her muscles and then realized. She wasn't breathing hard anymore. She wasn't even feeling the least bit anxious. She smiled a little at the thought of this. She nodded to herself, ok knowing that this is the start of her being ready for anything.
But she didn't stop there. She focused her chakra to her feet, and then decided to walk up a tree near her. And surprisingly, it was easy. She was actually starting to get the hang of things. And for once, she was having fun. It was nice change of pace than what she was used to do on a daily basis. After a while, she stopped what she was doing and started to head back to the village.
(MFT 271)
She tried to keep control of her breath. Her anxiety starting to kick in. But she did her best to push it away. She needed to concentrate. Even if all she could do was learn to get over her stupid anxiety attacks would be good enough for her. She wanted to be someone that others can look up to. Not look at her as if she was just a nuisance to grab out of harm's way.
She heard something step behind her. She turned around in a quick motion, her hands ready to pummel whatever it is that is around. But nothing seemed to be there. She relaxed her muscles and then realized. She wasn't breathing hard anymore. She wasn't even feeling the least bit anxious. She smiled a little at the thought of this. She nodded to herself, ok knowing that this is the start of her being ready for anything.
But she didn't stop there. She focused her chakra to her feet, and then decided to walk up a tree near her. And surprisingly, it was easy. She was actually starting to get the hang of things. And for once, she was having fun. It was nice change of pace than what she was used to do on a daily basis. After a while, she stopped what she was doing and started to head back to the village.
(MFT 271)