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Sore now, aches struck down his tall frame. Time gave the illusion of overlapping itself in Iwagakure. Something about the village of stone felt mechanical, as if a set of gears and pulleys were pulling the strings within its heart--somewhere beneath the footsteps of all its inhabitants. Here, Nakamura Hira was a forgotten name. If any reality was left behind of his life in Kirigakure, it would be to his surprise. In weeks of searching, he found himself at his wits end with the reality he was facing. All traces of his past life were proven inconclusive. There were no tethers binding him to the physical world any longer. He wondered often if he would simply evaporate, or be rinsed away by the intermittent rains that came about the village hidden in the stones. The fear was something he didn't bother with, however. He knew that it was a pointless endeavor, because any answers he received to his questions filled fewer gaps in reason than expected. Nothing ever met his expectations, and he willingly chose to evade disappointment to his greatest capacity.
The lights of the village were dim. Something foreboding was looming in his mind. Since he had arrived in Iwagakure, he had been forced against his will to relive the horror of his experience with his homeland. He felt stuck, like a spirit in some purgatory. Iwagakure was, in essence, a gate of hell for him. It was likely this way for many others now. Guilt overcame him, and he ignored his thoughts as he walked into an alleyway. He watched behind him first, ensuring that he had not been followed here. If he did in fact decide to sit beside a trash receptacle, he didn't want to be caught dead or alive by anyone.
After confirming the low population levels in the streets, he slipped into the darkness of the alley similarly to the way he had slipped on the ice by the gates. As his back slid down the wall behind him, he felt his consciousness slip away. The vertigo had capsized him, and left the flotsam to disperse in an ocean of confusion.
Get a grip.
He spit, blowing some hair out of his mouth. He felt like a drowned crow, eying every little corner of his reality beside a garbage bin. Placing one hand on the container, he felt the cold metal and dented it with his fist. He felt trapped.
But then, he laughed.
An eruption of laughter protruded from him, as he felt waves of surrender come over himself. Surely, he was going completely mad. Every time he tried to examine himself from an objective perspective, he would see the comedy and tragedy doing cartwheels on his life. He felt pitiful, but he wanted none of it. No. He wanted it all to himself. He shook his face off, brushing the rain from his eyes as he stared upwards.
What a world.
He exhaled, feeling his soul get flushed down the proverbial 'shitter' of stone village as he fell asleep in the alleyway. In such an utterly disoriented state, he thought that he would never be found here. Somewhere inside he believed that he had already been found, but perhaps he was simply imagining that.
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Sore now, aches struck down his tall frame. Time gave the illusion of overlapping itself in Iwagakure. Something about the village of stone felt mechanical, as if a set of gears and pulleys were pulling the strings within its heart--somewhere beneath the footsteps of all its inhabitants. Here, Nakamura Hira was a forgotten name. If any reality was left behind of his life in Kirigakure, it would be to his surprise. In weeks of searching, he found himself at his wits end with the reality he was facing. All traces of his past life were proven inconclusive. There were no tethers binding him to the physical world any longer. He wondered often if he would simply evaporate, or be rinsed away by the intermittent rains that came about the village hidden in the stones. The fear was something he didn't bother with, however. He knew that it was a pointless endeavor, because any answers he received to his questions filled fewer gaps in reason than expected. Nothing ever met his expectations, and he willingly chose to evade disappointment to his greatest capacity.
The lights of the village were dim. Something foreboding was looming in his mind. Since he had arrived in Iwagakure, he had been forced against his will to relive the horror of his experience with his homeland. He felt stuck, like a spirit in some purgatory. Iwagakure was, in essence, a gate of hell for him. It was likely this way for many others now. Guilt overcame him, and he ignored his thoughts as he walked into an alleyway. He watched behind him first, ensuring that he had not been followed here. If he did in fact decide to sit beside a trash receptacle, he didn't want to be caught dead or alive by anyone.
After confirming the low population levels in the streets, he slipped into the darkness of the alley similarly to the way he had slipped on the ice by the gates. As his back slid down the wall behind him, he felt his consciousness slip away. The vertigo had capsized him, and left the flotsam to disperse in an ocean of confusion.
Get a grip.
He spit, blowing some hair out of his mouth. He felt like a drowned crow, eying every little corner of his reality beside a garbage bin. Placing one hand on the container, he felt the cold metal and dented it with his fist. He felt trapped.
But then, he laughed.
An eruption of laughter protruded from him, as he felt waves of surrender come over himself. Surely, he was going completely mad. Every time he tried to examine himself from an objective perspective, he would see the comedy and tragedy doing cartwheels on his life. He felt pitiful, but he wanted none of it. No. He wanted it all to himself. He shook his face off, brushing the rain from his eyes as he stared upwards.
What a world.
He exhaled, feeling his soul get flushed down the proverbial 'shitter' of stone village as he fell asleep in the alleyway. In such an utterly disoriented state, he thought that he would never be found here. Somewhere inside he believed that he had already been found, but perhaps he was simply imagining that.
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