Ah, so that's what happened to Kouin then, she thought to herself. It was typical of the worthless Sennin to get caught like this. The bandaged man was right: she really
didn't care for him at all. In fact, seeing as how he was the ultimate cause of the current situation, she was actively wishing he would up and die. But...what did he call him? A degenerate pervert? That seemed a little out of place.
Fingers trailed across her face as he walked around her, reminding her of her real focus. Ayumu was the one she was here for. The only reason she was even humouring this strange man was to make sure her
Shukun was safe from him. Or that's what she told herself, at any rate. While her mind wandered freely, searching for an escape, her body had no intentions of leaving. It responded well to the man's will, allowing him to turn her gaze without complaint. He mentioned Ayumu now, his body pressed close against her back as he remarked that he seemed special. And he was. To the world, certainly, without a doubt. He was a Sennin of Kumogakure, and a fine one at that. He was no small player. But to her...he was more than merely
special.
The bandaged man's musty breath played across her neck as he directed her vision towards a sight she certainly hadn't seen mere moments before. She could see Saito ready to battle against a woman close to her own size at a well-to-do manor. More importantly, her
Shukun was heading to join him. Clearly it was an illusion, but illusion or no it was obvious that Ayumu was walking into a trap. She'd seen enough. She bent her mind to the task of breaking the illusory world, walking herself through the pathways of her psyche that would let her regain her grip on what was truth.
The moment she shattered the false reality bandage wrapped limbs tightened around her in a death-grip. Those fingers that had caressed her face a moment ago now sealed her mouth shut, while his free arm pinned both of hers to her sides. That was easily solved; she let chakra flow through the altered coils at her sides, regrowing her arms in an instant. He was strong
and fast, but he couldn't control all six of her arms at once. The spidery ANBU bent her free arms back to pry his apart...only to feel the strength fading from them as he began whispering far more insidious words in her ears.
“'Will you walk into my parlor?' said the Spider to the Fly,'Tis the prettiest little parlour that ever you did spy; The way into my parlour is up a winding stair, And I've a many curious things to show when you are there.'"
It was a simple poem, an ode to the cunning spider and her foolish prey, set to the cadence of a children's song. She was confident that she'd never heard this particular tune before, and yet...it seemed somehow familiar.
"'Dear friend, what shall I do, To prove the warm affection I've always felt for you?'"
Ah...I see. This poem, the spider...it's me. That makes...so much...sense....
She could feel herself slipping. The slow rhythm was like a tide that never receded, wave after wave that sapped her strength and gently pulled her under. She was ever so tired of fighting against all of it, and yet...under all the whispers the man poured in her ear she could feel that
thing deep inside stir at long last. It rose at his words and spoke also to her, in ideas without form. In ideas that had slept deep within, down where she could convince herself they didn't exist.
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Why am I fighting?
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Why am I here?[/col]
Do I not desire this, deep down?
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Haven't I wanted him to see me?
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Haven't I wanted to show off too?[/col]
Why is it that I'm the only one holding back?
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Why does everyone else get to be around him?
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Why does everyone else get to be happy?[/col]
Why am I the only one alone?
The man kept whispering his tale of the spider and the fly, dredging up ever deeper emotions with each verse. Somewhere along the way mist had begun pooling from her mouth, spilling between the man's fingers and down her her body to mix with the shadows that danced unnaturally beneath her feet. Even through the fugue she could feel herself changing again. Each time that thing, that
monster, within her woke up she changed in some way. What would she become this time? She was dimly aware of crackles and pops as chitinous plates formed themselves on her body, further mimicking the spiders she so resembled, while between them leaked a haze of shadows lined here and there with trails of mist.
It's not fair.
Why doesn't he see me?
It's not fair.
Can't he see how much I love him?
It's not fair.
What does he need all those other people for?
It's not fair.
I'll make him see.
It's not fair.
I'll show him that I'm all he needs.
It's not fair.
...
And if he doesn't see?
"'At last up jumped the cunning spider, and fiercely held him fast. The spider dragged the fly up her winding stair, into his dismal den, Within her little parlor; but he ne'er came out again!'"</GLOW><i></i>
Her eyes snapped into focus. Everything felt so much
clearer now, the path ahead so obvious now that she had woken up.
<GLOW glow="#800080">If he doesn't see, I will take him. He will be mine, and I will make him see!
At long last she was awake. She felt filled with purpose, every ounce of her body and mind in accord as she banished the mercurial restraints set on her. No one would hold her back from this anymore; not this strange man, and least of all herself. She flexed her arms, newly formed chitin digging hard into desiccated flesh.
"I suppose I have you to thank for this. I'm grateful, but be warned. If you think to hold me back now, I will see how much of you I can break before I change your mind."
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