A New Generation of Training
Fall, Year 13
Evening
After a excruciating day of cleaning up the shrine, all in an attempt to further increase the muscle mass he had lost in captivity, he found himself outside once more, laying on the ground with his legs crossed. Despite the fact the sun had set some time ago, he sought to get away from Izumai's shenanigan's and her childish ways to seduce him. Luckily for him, she was far more compassionate and understanding than she often led on. As such, when he departed to go sit outside in the courtyard in an attempt to relax or clear his mind in private, Izumai picked up on this quickly and respected his desire for some privacy. It wasn't as If he would get much of that during the day anyway. Even with Izumai's help, the shrine wasn't going to clean itself now. With how much filth, rubble and debris littering the great shrine, he swore there had to be a centuries worth of material to clean up. It wouldn't fix the interior of course, given the fact he wasn't a carpenter or a stone mason, but at least It would be clean. Regardless, such work left little time for relaxing during the day, thus, If he wanted any time to himself, he have to sacrifice some sleep to be outside during the dark. He deemed It a worthwhile sacrifice, as It allowed him the time he needed to begin his training once more. Without Sunako, that pertained to mostly mental training and exercising his control over his chakra, or as Izumai said, his Chi. Despite her childish behavior and her attempts to...well, woo him, she made a excellent teacher, by far the best one he had ever had, when he deemed himself strong enough to have a training session that is. After exhaling some air and feeling a powerful gust of wind passing him by, he took one last look into the unknown before closing his eyes. He ignored the howls he could hear in the distance. If such wolves wanted to challenge him, than so be it, but If they thought he be a easy target, they would be in for a rude awakening. As he brought his hands together and locked them in place over his lap, he quickly found himself surrounded by the darkness that his eyes provided. Despite the attempts however to concentrate, he still found himself deep in thought. He supposed that was a given since this was the only time he had any time to himself, let alone a time where everything was quiet. As expected, his mind began to race once again, and again, over the same things. The thought of taking his life had passed him. It still weighed heavily on his mind but after some encouraging words from his kitsune companion, he had come to terms with what had happened to him and decided to move pass it, having came to the conclusion he would seek out the darkness within his own clan and destroy it, just as he vowed when was in captivity. That likely meant living with a stain on his honor for the rest of his life but he considered it a worthy sacrifice in the end, even with the great boon he had given his clan. It might wash away some of the taint, but that didn't mean he still wouldn't be punished for his actions. He wouldn't even be surprised If he found himself replaced with his younger brother as heir by his father. That was fine as he was concerned. It was to better to live and die by your own belief's as a honorable warrior than live in shame as a powerful individual. That made him wonder how his eldest sister would perceive this. Would she be happy? Or disgusted that he had decided to walk down a similar path? He didn't have the answer to such a question, but It didn't matter. No matter how strong his conviction was, he refused to return home until he deemed himself better in the arts of war. Before he was weak, but now? Between his trauma, meeting Izumai and his own training, he was much stronger than he was before, but he still had a ways to go.
That said, he was changing, and in more ways than one, one such example was his crimson eyes. He hadn't used them once since his duel with that ronin warrior and yet, in ways he couldn't hope to describe, they felt different, more powerful and yet, at the same time, he felt as If he couldn't open them, like they were heavy. He shook his head. He'd worry about his sharingan later. For now, he had to concentrate so again, he attempted to clear his mind and picture the ronin from before within his mind. Within a few seconds, ghostly aspirations of his captives appeared before him, ready to attack him. Their sight still made him tremble in a mixture of fear and hatred, but he stood his ground strong. He wouldn't allow his anger to get the best of him again, not like the last few times he had tried. He still find great enjoyment in killing them however....
Fall, Year 13
Evening
After a excruciating day of cleaning up the shrine, all in an attempt to further increase the muscle mass he had lost in captivity, he found himself outside once more, laying on the ground with his legs crossed. Despite the fact the sun had set some time ago, he sought to get away from Izumai's shenanigan's and her childish ways to seduce him. Luckily for him, she was far more compassionate and understanding than she often led on. As such, when he departed to go sit outside in the courtyard in an attempt to relax or clear his mind in private, Izumai picked up on this quickly and respected his desire for some privacy. It wasn't as If he would get much of that during the day anyway. Even with Izumai's help, the shrine wasn't going to clean itself now. With how much filth, rubble and debris littering the great shrine, he swore there had to be a centuries worth of material to clean up. It wouldn't fix the interior of course, given the fact he wasn't a carpenter or a stone mason, but at least It would be clean. Regardless, such work left little time for relaxing during the day, thus, If he wanted any time to himself, he have to sacrifice some sleep to be outside during the dark. He deemed It a worthwhile sacrifice, as It allowed him the time he needed to begin his training once more. Without Sunako, that pertained to mostly mental training and exercising his control over his chakra, or as Izumai said, his Chi. Despite her childish behavior and her attempts to...well, woo him, she made a excellent teacher, by far the best one he had ever had, when he deemed himself strong enough to have a training session that is. After exhaling some air and feeling a powerful gust of wind passing him by, he took one last look into the unknown before closing his eyes. He ignored the howls he could hear in the distance. If such wolves wanted to challenge him, than so be it, but If they thought he be a easy target, they would be in for a rude awakening. As he brought his hands together and locked them in place over his lap, he quickly found himself surrounded by the darkness that his eyes provided. Despite the attempts however to concentrate, he still found himself deep in thought. He supposed that was a given since this was the only time he had any time to himself, let alone a time where everything was quiet. As expected, his mind began to race once again, and again, over the same things. The thought of taking his life had passed him. It still weighed heavily on his mind but after some encouraging words from his kitsune companion, he had come to terms with what had happened to him and decided to move pass it, having came to the conclusion he would seek out the darkness within his own clan and destroy it, just as he vowed when was in captivity. That likely meant living with a stain on his honor for the rest of his life but he considered it a worthy sacrifice in the end, even with the great boon he had given his clan. It might wash away some of the taint, but that didn't mean he still wouldn't be punished for his actions. He wouldn't even be surprised If he found himself replaced with his younger brother as heir by his father. That was fine as he was concerned. It was to better to live and die by your own belief's as a honorable warrior than live in shame as a powerful individual. That made him wonder how his eldest sister would perceive this. Would she be happy? Or disgusted that he had decided to walk down a similar path? He didn't have the answer to such a question, but It didn't matter. No matter how strong his conviction was, he refused to return home until he deemed himself better in the arts of war. Before he was weak, but now? Between his trauma, meeting Izumai and his own training, he was much stronger than he was before, but he still had a ways to go.
That said, he was changing, and in more ways than one, one such example was his crimson eyes. He hadn't used them once since his duel with that ronin warrior and yet, in ways he couldn't hope to describe, they felt different, more powerful and yet, at the same time, he felt as If he couldn't open them, like they were heavy. He shook his head. He'd worry about his sharingan later. For now, he had to concentrate so again, he attempted to clear his mind and picture the ronin from before within his mind. Within a few seconds, ghostly aspirations of his captives appeared before him, ready to attack him. Their sight still made him tremble in a mixture of fear and hatred, but he stood his ground strong. He wouldn't allow his anger to get the best of him again, not like the last few times he had tried. He still find great enjoyment in killing them however....