After walking down the numerous streets of the village, passing the countless stands and ignoring the occasional gaze put on him by those he passed by, he eventually decided to make his exit of the current situation, using his skills to make a getaway up a towering apartment to get away from everything that was happening down below. Once at the top, he sighed before he took a seat near the edge, crossing his legs and closing his eyes. It was all too much, the people, the noise, the talking. He knew he had been gone for a long time, but he didn't think It would hit him this hard. He shook his head gently to side to side. He exhaled before he calmed himself. He needed to relax before he would head back down. Clearing his mind of any and all distractions, he Inadvertently began gathering natural chakra from all around him, siphoning it into his body, merging his own chakra with what he was gathering. It took a few moments for him to realize what he was doing, and when he did, his eyes jolted away, the fading markings on his face disappearing. He hadn't realized meditation had become such a centerpiece of his life but he supposed it made sense given the direction his life was going in. Upon carefully releasing the natura chakra he had absorbed, he pulled himself up. He looked down at the bustling city below. It had only been a week since he had returned from his exile, and it was surreal, as If everything was a dream. When he was here last, he was a mere child, and a rather idiotic one at that, but now? He stood here, as something more. It was foreign, alien to him, this village, everything he was reexperiencing again. It made him question his oaths momentarily, no longer seeing himself as a lightning shinobi, but in a instant, his mind reminded him what it meant to take a oath. The part of his mind was right of course. Regardless of whether or not he foind kinship with these people or those who govern, he and his clan had taken a oath to serve and protect the people of this land, and It wasn't like he needed a oath to protect the weak defenseless from harm. The last thing he wanted, was people experiencing the same as him. That said, he sighed again afterwards while his crimson pupils starred up at the clouds. He knew, that in order to better protect those here, he would need to reform a kindship with the people here, buuut that meant going back down and mingling through the city streets again. He whimpered at the thought. He really didn't want to go down. In hindsight, he should have brought Shizu after kissing up to her after he had explained the entire situation that had went down. She didn't like obviously, but she wasn't a impulsive, stupid woman. He wasn't sure if she ever forgive him. He suddenly shook his head. He needed to focus on the task at hand. He didn't want to think about his mistakes right now. Peering over the edge once more, his crimson eyes peered down towards the streets below. It was time to get a move on, and maybe get one of those drinks Sunako always got when they were in the village.