Research and studying huh? Airi could not deny that she was a little bit depressed. The doctors gave her medicine for the large cut on her arm…it made it difficult for her to do any sort of physical training. She felt restless and it made her upset. She could just lay around in a bed and mope but that was not her style. She needed to do something. It was three months since she graduated and probably closer to four since the last time she visited the large library. While she could not say they were friends something did feel good about moving and searching. Since she could not use her physical body much she got a crazy idea while sitting in the medical wing. She had started to think a lot about Byakko-san…
"If your natural limits prove insufficient, you may request me personally and I will be happy to liberate you from human constraints and offer to you the benefits gleaned from less committed peers.”
Thus her reasoning for coming to the Bibliotheca Conscientiae. Yukiin mentioned that all the people who took up this…well different type of humanity were supposed to be registered. As she moved through the records she wanted to find a more general book mainly just detailing what could be done. She was certainly not trying to make any decisions but if she did not even know the options then she would never move forward. She also felt like she could go and meet with Yukiin but if she did no research beforehand he would have probably directed her here first anyway. She also felt like if she met with Yukiin…he would be able to convince her to do it even if she might regret it in the future.
“Who would want to be with a monster right?” Her end goal was to have a family after this shinobi business was over, though it probably only really ended when…she glanced at her right arm that was now in a sling…she moved her hair a bit to cover the bruising she had on the left side of her face. She never liked playing the victim and she did not want anyone to go out of their way just to help her grab a book. It seemed silly in all honesty. She had even sent messages to Setsu, Rinko, and Momo that she would be holing up in her house to study for a while and might not see them for a bit. She knew they would baby her and she did not want that…especially not after…
“Someday, when you're lying in the dirt, you'll wish you had taken my advice."
…she felt herself slouch a bit. Yea I was this close to dying…it was the second time but the first was more a survival of instinct. This time she was afraid…she was incapable of protecting herself. She tried to offer his life when she did not even have him bound…how foolish. She was right on the edge of not being removed from the training program. She needed…something…she flinched when she thought about her broken weapon…she felt hollow like it was a fake. She thought she had a Kami on her side…
As she left the private records section she moved to a more common area. She grunted a bit..."Oww..."...as she got down and settled into one of the chairs. She found out after her mission she had been kicked quite a few times…thankfully the monks showed up and managed to finish what she started. Thank goodness that guy enjoyed torture…she felt like she would be dead if not for that fact as well. She started to look through the book…only looking up periodically to see the occasional person moving around.
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"If your natural limits prove insufficient, you may request me personally and I will be happy to liberate you from human constraints and offer to you the benefits gleaned from less committed peers.”
Thus her reasoning for coming to the Bibliotheca Conscientiae. Yukiin mentioned that all the people who took up this…well different type of humanity were supposed to be registered. As she moved through the records she wanted to find a more general book mainly just detailing what could be done. She was certainly not trying to make any decisions but if she did not even know the options then she would never move forward. She also felt like she could go and meet with Yukiin but if she did no research beforehand he would have probably directed her here first anyway. She also felt like if she met with Yukiin…he would be able to convince her to do it even if she might regret it in the future.
“Who would want to be with a monster right?” Her end goal was to have a family after this shinobi business was over, though it probably only really ended when…she glanced at her right arm that was now in a sling…she moved her hair a bit to cover the bruising she had on the left side of her face. She never liked playing the victim and she did not want anyone to go out of their way just to help her grab a book. It seemed silly in all honesty. She had even sent messages to Setsu, Rinko, and Momo that she would be holing up in her house to study for a while and might not see them for a bit. She knew they would baby her and she did not want that…especially not after…
“Someday, when you're lying in the dirt, you'll wish you had taken my advice."
…she felt herself slouch a bit. Yea I was this close to dying…it was the second time but the first was more a survival of instinct. This time she was afraid…she was incapable of protecting herself. She tried to offer his life when she did not even have him bound…how foolish. She was right on the edge of not being removed from the training program. She needed…something…she flinched when she thought about her broken weapon…she felt hollow like it was a fake. She thought she had a Kami on her side…
As she left the private records section she moved to a more common area. She grunted a bit..."Oww..."...as she got down and settled into one of the chairs. She found out after her mission she had been kicked quite a few times…thankfully the monks showed up and managed to finish what she started. Thank goodness that guy enjoyed torture…she felt like she would be dead if not for that fact as well. She started to look through the book…only looking up periodically to see the occasional person moving around.
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