Haruka was glad to see her commander not compromised by her feelings of the past. She remained an immovable pillar as they claimed custody of Zaku, but for just how long could Haruka hold out before she crumbled to Hoshikata? As Hikari pulled Zaku away from her, Haruka suddenly felt so isolated. It was, again, as if the world had melted away to only hold both the Shima and her destructive, infallible lover. Haruka felt her strength pull, but she outwardly remained strong and distant. The whole of the earth could not touch her, nor could they break past the glare that gazed on the man. He had become weakened by her presence. He did not do well to hide it. Although, he could never hide from Haruka. She failed to realize her hold on him.
The clatter of his staff shattered the momentary silence. Her eyes drew to his weapon, shocked that he allowed himself to be so vulnerable without it. Hikari began to request the presence of Shin. She'd only have a few more minutes until their leader arrived and she would no longer be able to pull on the emotions that tangled them both. Shin was denied the pleasure of watching Haruka become weakened by her feelings for Hoshikata. These ideas in her head had been pushed away time and time again, until she forgot them. Their meeting had only resurrected them once more. Would she be a madwoman to allow her true intentions to bleed through? He was a liar, but she also knew of the chaos that stormed in his poor soul.
She was only inches away from his grasp. If she could reach out, she might save him from his obligatory hell. Could the Shima dislodged his soul from the depths of a point of no return? She did not know if she could undo the damage that time had caused. He came clean, a release passing his face. The truth fit so well on his lips. Haruka wanted to feel his warmth, but remained cold in her distrusting gaze. She may not of understood all that he spoke of, but she knew the gravity of his confession.
She reached a scarred pale hand out towards the staff as it gravitated towards her. Her fist slipped firmly around it, securing it to her person. Her almond eyes set to look at him once more. His utter surrender hurt her, and she didn't know why. "Hoshikata..." His name hung on her lips with disbelief and loss. She had so many things to say, but fear kept her quiet in the presence of Hikari. Her other fist gripped the staff, holding it close to her chest. She lowered her head, a single tear falling down her cheek in anger. She gritter her teeth, wanting to lash out but held her emotions tightly. It was well hidden from Hikari, for Haruka had her back turned to the girl. The first tear she shed for Hoshikata was in frustration, just as her first tears had been for Natsu. This was a never ending cycle of bitter pain.
What could he be thinking? This confession...This is the first time anyone has ever given up their life for me. I don't know how I should feel, watching him throw away his freedom for a chance to be with me. I don't know...I understand less and less about him. He said he cared for me, that he would do his best to protect Kumogakure as he protected Kirigakure for my sake. I don't know what made him say such a thing, but I could tell he really meant it. That's why I'm so confused. If that's the case, should I protect him from harm? I'm scared. What am I afraid of? What was he thinking confiding his love in someone like me? Why would he give me this?
She stepped towards him, uncertain of what she was doing. Whatever it was, she could not stop it. Her heart had already set out to do something about her fear and confusion. She reached a hand down to hold his own. "I am sorry for what I have done to you. Please, listen to me and cooperate. If you make it out alive, I wish to make right how I have behaved towards you. I did not want to push you away, but I was afraid. Please, let me keep you safe. I give you my word that I will not betray you." She placed his bronzed hand, warm like sun fire against her icy cheek, cradling her face in his grip. She cared not what Hikari thought. She had lost out on her chance to love and show her love for a man that would never awaken. Haruka would be damned to let it happen again.
She leaned forward and rose on her tip toes to brush her lips against his ear. "I love you, Hoshikata." The words were a soft whisper in his ear, but they seemed like a powerful roar that would no doubt stir both of their hearts to flutter. She pulled away again, gazing up at him with hopefulness. Her hand slipped away from his as her dauntless actions wavered. The world had fallen away, but to replace it they would make a new one together. They would protect it and expand it together, but only if he'd let her.
The clatter of his staff shattered the momentary silence. Her eyes drew to his weapon, shocked that he allowed himself to be so vulnerable without it. Hikari began to request the presence of Shin. She'd only have a few more minutes until their leader arrived and she would no longer be able to pull on the emotions that tangled them both. Shin was denied the pleasure of watching Haruka become weakened by her feelings for Hoshikata. These ideas in her head had been pushed away time and time again, until she forgot them. Their meeting had only resurrected them once more. Would she be a madwoman to allow her true intentions to bleed through? He was a liar, but she also knew of the chaos that stormed in his poor soul.
She was only inches away from his grasp. If she could reach out, she might save him from his obligatory hell. Could the Shima dislodged his soul from the depths of a point of no return? She did not know if she could undo the damage that time had caused. He came clean, a release passing his face. The truth fit so well on his lips. Haruka wanted to feel his warmth, but remained cold in her distrusting gaze. She may not of understood all that he spoke of, but she knew the gravity of his confession.
She reached a scarred pale hand out towards the staff as it gravitated towards her. Her fist slipped firmly around it, securing it to her person. Her almond eyes set to look at him once more. His utter surrender hurt her, and she didn't know why. "Hoshikata..." His name hung on her lips with disbelief and loss. She had so many things to say, but fear kept her quiet in the presence of Hikari. Her other fist gripped the staff, holding it close to her chest. She lowered her head, a single tear falling down her cheek in anger. She gritter her teeth, wanting to lash out but held her emotions tightly. It was well hidden from Hikari, for Haruka had her back turned to the girl. The first tear she shed for Hoshikata was in frustration, just as her first tears had been for Natsu. This was a never ending cycle of bitter pain.
What could he be thinking? This confession...This is the first time anyone has ever given up their life for me. I don't know how I should feel, watching him throw away his freedom for a chance to be with me. I don't know...I understand less and less about him. He said he cared for me, that he would do his best to protect Kumogakure as he protected Kirigakure for my sake. I don't know what made him say such a thing, but I could tell he really meant it. That's why I'm so confused. If that's the case, should I protect him from harm? I'm scared. What am I afraid of? What was he thinking confiding his love in someone like me? Why would he give me this?
She stepped towards him, uncertain of what she was doing. Whatever it was, she could not stop it. Her heart had already set out to do something about her fear and confusion. She reached a hand down to hold his own. "I am sorry for what I have done to you. Please, listen to me and cooperate. If you make it out alive, I wish to make right how I have behaved towards you. I did not want to push you away, but I was afraid. Please, let me keep you safe. I give you my word that I will not betray you." She placed his bronzed hand, warm like sun fire against her icy cheek, cradling her face in his grip. She cared not what Hikari thought. She had lost out on her chance to love and show her love for a man that would never awaken. Haruka would be damned to let it happen again.
She leaned forward and rose on her tip toes to brush her lips against his ear. "I love you, Hoshikata." The words were a soft whisper in his ear, but they seemed like a powerful roar that would no doubt stir both of their hearts to flutter. She pulled away again, gazing up at him with hopefulness. Her hand slipped away from his as her dauntless actions wavered. The world had fallen away, but to replace it they would make a new one together. They would protect it and expand it together, but only if he'd let her.