Kaori felt trapped. It didn't matter what she did or where she went, she felt imprisoned in this place called Fire Country. The ones she loved, her family, treat her like a tool (an asset) to their own ends. Their ambition to use her as a puppet for their sick and twisted religion left Kaori alone. She didn't want to die yet, nor did she want to be fed to the Great Dragon; the clan's deity spirit. She felt imprisoned by the village, itself, being tormented by people there due to being born with the curse of her horns. Not only that, but she also felt like a cog in the war machine that is Konoha. Nobody within those wall care about Kaori nor treated her like a human aside from a select few.
Yume was one of the people that treated her like a human being and not like some kind of monster, a commodity, or a number. Her disappearance did plenty to her psyche; damaging it. The feeling of separation from the ones she loved is a common affair with her friend, Mina, dying of childhood cancer. Yume vanished and the only one left that treats her like a human, seemingly, was a woman by the name of Yomi. After her run-in with the Shrine Knights pursuing her and the ANBU threatening to imprison her because of his ego and 'might is right' attitude, she took Kaori in and treated her like a person. For that, she was grateful.
But the damage dealt to her emotionally had already taken root. She had nobody and felt like a caged bird with no freedom. Nowhere to go and nobody to turn to.
The clouds filled with water and poured down in a torrent over Kaori once again, as she found herself standing in front of the the shrine that she came to for power once before. However, instead of power this time, she sought sanctuary. A place to feel accepted and a place to feel safe. The realm of humans seemed so far away from her that consorting with demons seems to be the final course to take. Kaori fell to her knees in front of the shrine's opening and fell forward, holding herself up with her arms.
She let out a loud cry as thunder crashed, muting her voice for a moment. She let out screams of pain and torment before leaning her head down into the mud. She cursed her birth and she cursed her lot in life. If only she had someone to see her as a human.
A flash of lightning lit up the night sky for a brief moment followed by a crack of thunder. She pushed herself up, sitting upon her rear as she got completely drenched by the rain. Mud covered her forehead and eyes as she looked up at the night sky for a moment, staring into the wide open sky. A thought came into her head. The sky looked so much bigger outside of the walls of Konoha and of the Shrine. The feeling of freedom welled up within her and new-found determination steeled her for what was going to come in the future. For now, she must confront her fears and those that treat her like an tool or a number. It is then and only then that she would be able to dig herself out of this pit.
Standing up, she looked up at the sky once again to take in how massive it was to her. The mud on her face loosened from the rain, turning into dark brown streaks going down her face, chin, and neck. She looked down and wiped the mud out of her face and started to make her way towards the maw of the cave, seeing the border of where it was raining and where it was dry. She stared at the boundary for a brief moment before stepping forward. The last time she was here, she found an empty cave with nothing inside. This time, however, she found a statue of a creature sitting upon it's haunches. She slowly approached the creature and came to her knees directly in front of it.
Her belief in the Great Dragon started to wane. Even though she is still horrified at the idea of being devoured by one due to the ritual that would take place within the Shrine, her belief that it's an actual dragon was disappearing. She had an emptying void within her, finding herself with receding faith in something. She needed this faith to be fulfilled by something and perhaps what this statue could manifest would do the job; whether what pops out would be good or evil. "I beseech you,
Gods of Old, hear my request. I am but a lowly mortal," she said as she stumbled over her words, still trying to eek them out through her tears of frustration and pain. "My name is Tenkawa Kaori!" she shouted out proudly before reaching up to her ribbons and unties them, holding the ribbon in her hand to expose her large black horns protruding out of her head. "I have been seen as a monster my entire life because of these. I have also been cursed by these to become a sacrifice to sate a dragon's hunger," she said, trying to stand firm with how she spoke to the creature within the statue, believing there to be a spirit inhabiting it.
"I beseech you! I need your help to turn my fate around. I will give you anything in return. Anything you ask for, in return, I shall grant you to the best of my abilities," she said trying to remain firm in her resolve. After a moment, she didn't hear an answer and the feeling of emptiness and loneliness started to affect her once again. She shook for a moment before crumbling to her knees with tears welling up in her eyes. "Someone. Anyone. Please," she said as she fell forward, resting her forehead upon the paved surface, crying. She was waiting for something to appear before her and grant her power, even if she had to give them something in return or even undergo a trial. All she does now, is wait.
Yume was one of the people that treated her like a human being and not like some kind of monster, a commodity, or a number. Her disappearance did plenty to her psyche; damaging it. The feeling of separation from the ones she loved is a common affair with her friend, Mina, dying of childhood cancer. Yume vanished and the only one left that treats her like a human, seemingly, was a woman by the name of Yomi. After her run-in with the Shrine Knights pursuing her and the ANBU threatening to imprison her because of his ego and 'might is right' attitude, she took Kaori in and treated her like a person. For that, she was grateful.
But the damage dealt to her emotionally had already taken root. She had nobody and felt like a caged bird with no freedom. Nowhere to go and nobody to turn to.
The clouds filled with water and poured down in a torrent over Kaori once again, as she found herself standing in front of the the shrine that she came to for power once before. However, instead of power this time, she sought sanctuary. A place to feel accepted and a place to feel safe. The realm of humans seemed so far away from her that consorting with demons seems to be the final course to take. Kaori fell to her knees in front of the shrine's opening and fell forward, holding herself up with her arms.
She let out a loud cry as thunder crashed, muting her voice for a moment. She let out screams of pain and torment before leaning her head down into the mud. She cursed her birth and she cursed her lot in life. If only she had someone to see her as a human.
A flash of lightning lit up the night sky for a brief moment followed by a crack of thunder. She pushed herself up, sitting upon her rear as she got completely drenched by the rain. Mud covered her forehead and eyes as she looked up at the night sky for a moment, staring into the wide open sky. A thought came into her head. The sky looked so much bigger outside of the walls of Konoha and of the Shrine. The feeling of freedom welled up within her and new-found determination steeled her for what was going to come in the future. For now, she must confront her fears and those that treat her like an tool or a number. It is then and only then that she would be able to dig herself out of this pit.
Standing up, she looked up at the sky once again to take in how massive it was to her. The mud on her face loosened from the rain, turning into dark brown streaks going down her face, chin, and neck. She looked down and wiped the mud out of her face and started to make her way towards the maw of the cave, seeing the border of where it was raining and where it was dry. She stared at the boundary for a brief moment before stepping forward. The last time she was here, she found an empty cave with nothing inside. This time, however, she found a statue of a creature sitting upon it's haunches. She slowly approached the creature and came to her knees directly in front of it.
Her belief in the Great Dragon started to wane. Even though she is still horrified at the idea of being devoured by one due to the ritual that would take place within the Shrine, her belief that it's an actual dragon was disappearing. She had an emptying void within her, finding herself with receding faith in something. She needed this faith to be fulfilled by something and perhaps what this statue could manifest would do the job; whether what pops out would be good or evil. "I beseech you,
Gods of Old, hear my request. I am but a lowly mortal," she said as she stumbled over her words, still trying to eek them out through her tears of frustration and pain. "My name is Tenkawa Kaori!" she shouted out proudly before reaching up to her ribbons and unties them, holding the ribbon in her hand to expose her large black horns protruding out of her head. "I have been seen as a monster my entire life because of these. I have also been cursed by these to become a sacrifice to sate a dragon's hunger," she said, trying to stand firm with how she spoke to the creature within the statue, believing there to be a spirit inhabiting it.
"I beseech you! I need your help to turn my fate around. I will give you anything in return. Anything you ask for, in return, I shall grant you to the best of my abilities," she said trying to remain firm in her resolve. After a moment, she didn't hear an answer and the feeling of emptiness and loneliness started to affect her once again. She shook for a moment before crumbling to her knees with tears welling up in her eyes. "Someone. Anyone. Please," she said as she fell forward, resting her forehead upon the paved surface, crying. She was waiting for something to appear before her and grant her power, even if she had to give them something in return or even undergo a trial. All she does now, is wait.
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OOC: Big money, big money, big money!