Wandering down the street was both exhilarating and nerve wracking as all get out for the young girl skittering about in search for a clothing shop. She was searching for someplace that wouldn't cause her to go broke, but would also help give her the airs she wished for. Ren has woken up today, seen a reflection and physically recoiled at just how unfeminine she felt. Her eyebrows too large and imposing on her face, her hair a tangled rough mess, her lips too thin, her nose too big. Everything just felt wrong, and her clothing didn't help matters one bit.
Her mission today: buy some girly and sturdy clothing, because her parents were not to be depended on when it came to such matters. Her father still had a hard time grasping everything regardless and still attempted to just pawn his old patched up clothing down to Ren, and her mother had a habit of going over board with the girly, forgetting that thin silken threads and fragile dresses were not proper wear for a kunoichi in training.
Still it was nicer than nothing and she wouldn't dare complain to their faces. Instead she was set on earning the money necessary herself, which she had, and finding a store on her own, which she was attempting to do now, and buy herself a new wardrobe proper for a young kunoichi, which she would do once she found a store!
Her self consciousness was getting in the way of her finding a place quickly though, because every part of her was internally screaming for her to check over her shoulder every few moments, or to bolt home and forget about the business entirely until she could go in a group with someone who would make sure she felt safe. But instead she scolded those screaming bits of herself into submission and fought valiantly to not turn her head. She was so busy doing this, that she hardly had enough mental power to spare to actually look for the right shop.
She was hopelessly at a loss, and perhaps just a little bit lost on top of it all.
Her mission today: buy some girly and sturdy clothing, because her parents were not to be depended on when it came to such matters. Her father still had a hard time grasping everything regardless and still attempted to just pawn his old patched up clothing down to Ren, and her mother had a habit of going over board with the girly, forgetting that thin silken threads and fragile dresses were not proper wear for a kunoichi in training.
Still it was nicer than nothing and she wouldn't dare complain to their faces. Instead she was set on earning the money necessary herself, which she had, and finding a store on her own, which she was attempting to do now, and buy herself a new wardrobe proper for a young kunoichi, which she would do once she found a store!
Her self consciousness was getting in the way of her finding a place quickly though, because every part of her was internally screaming for her to check over her shoulder every few moments, or to bolt home and forget about the business entirely until she could go in a group with someone who would make sure she felt safe. But instead she scolded those screaming bits of herself into submission and fought valiantly to not turn her head. She was so busy doing this, that she hardly had enough mental power to spare to actually look for the right shop.
She was hopelessly at a loss, and perhaps just a little bit lost on top of it all.