Kasai held the glass and it remained cool against her palms, the stillness of the water mocked her. Around her, the room hummed with her father’s steady words and the quiet chatter of the other children. She hardly heard the rest of his instruction as she was too busy staring down at the water, her eyes threatening to make it come to life. A mirror, he had called it. Her whole body bristled at the idea of sitting quietly, gently coaxing a truth from something so plain. That did not seem like the way forward to her, no, she wanted to command the truth. She wanted to see it leap, boil, and blaze.
She tipped the glass slightly, watching the way the light bent through its surface. It seemed ordinary enough, and she began to look over the scrolls before her, thoughts racing. What if it didn’t answer her call? What if the glass stayed still, flat and silent, like she was nothing at all?
No, she would not let it happen. She could feel something beneath her skin, a warmth whose restlessness resembled a caged beast, begging for release. Surely the water would see it, and it would know.
Kasai’s envy gnawed harder. She imagined the others who had come before, the pupils her father had named so easily, each with their element as proof of their passing. She hated the thought of them succeeding where she might yet still falter. She would surpass them, surpass even her siblings. She would make this water burn.
Others around her had already begun the experiment and she heard the exclamations of joy from another girl, this only made her fingers tighten around the glass harder. With white fingertips she closed her eyes, drew in a breath and aimed to complete this experiment without the aid of the paper as others were doing it.
She slowly exhaled as her hands surrounded the cup like something too precious to touch. A gentle push of chakra, as though breathing life into the water. She tried, but the gentle push did not feel right and nothing occurred. The water remained silent and her internal frustration grew.
She pressed her will into the palms of her hands harder, heavier, and sharper.
'Move! Bend! Boil!' She shouted within her mind, and still nothing happened. The surface stayed calm, almost smug, in its refusal.
Her chest tightened, a heat slowly building behind her ribs. Her lips curled back in frustration and then there was a flicker. The faintest quiver danced across the surface, ripples trembling outward. Warmth, not imaginary but real. The glass heated against her palms, the water stirring as though something deep inside had finally awoken. Kasai’s eyes snapped open, molten light flashing in their depths. Her pupils moved in cascades like lava flowing across ancient earth.
She would grin, triumphant and fierce. The water swirled now as faint wisps of steam curled from its surface. Kasai leaned forward, her voice a whisper meant only for herself and the water. “You see me. You know me.”
The envy in her veins quieted, if only for a breath. For once, she wasn’t chasing anyone else. She had made the water answer without the aid of the paper. Even if her father said it was not a contest, for her, it always would be, and when she lifted her gaze to meet his eyes, her grin lingered.
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