"You don't have to like my decisions or like them."<i></i> Sousuke stated as he turned his gaze away from the Reaper and back to the mirror. "What you said might be true, but it might not be true. Mikaboshi did not answer me when he took me hostage for a time. Whether or not he wanted this fact to keep me up late at night, or not it is something I consider. I don't think though he has considered that being the reason why I accepted his treaty."<i></i> He placed his index finger on the mirror poking at it. "Katuso is far more powerful than I could dream of being. I envy him, for he is what I will never be. Not just in power, but he is capable of turning the other cheek, and he was -- is capable of doing what is right."<i></i> He hesitated for a moment. "That being said, I do not know if Katuso has ever been stuck with the decisions I've had to make."<i></i> Was it so very selfish of him to want to save Katuso? "Katuso is my cousin."<i></i>
Sousuke listened to the details of how Mikaboshi could have been a relation to Kazuki. "He has sired human children. It is entirely possible that someone in the Senju line could have had a relationship."<i></i> He stated for the Senju to consider. "I still trust you, but lately I've been finding my trust misplaced. It's disheartening at times. Katuso once had asked me what he needed to do for me. I had asked him to be incorruptible. He told me... no man is incorruptible, that our vices are as much a part of us as the virtues and even the strongest of us make mistakes. But that's what makes us men and not demons. Wrong things like demons can't choose. They are the sum of their vices and their nature. Nothing more. We have the power to choose between right and wrong. To rise above our nature and choose to be better. Believe in your own heart. Be true to what you find there and it will guide you and protect you."<i></i> Strong words. Words of wisdom. Still staring at his reflection Sousuke could see the tears coming down his face. "I've made my choice, and that is to trust you, still."<i></i> He wiped the tears away from his face. He needed time to figure things out. He was going to take an optimistic approach and consider that Katuso was still alive. Mikaboshi may have indeed simply possessed him. Katuso may be just locked away there, in Mikaboshi's mind somehow.
"I've got deep roots here Kazuki. "<i></i> His gaze focused as he turned his head slightly. "Bringing the fight to them would be difficult. It is always easier to defend and hold a position than it is to attack. The defenders merely have to defend, the offenders have to take the position and hold it. Much more difficult."<i></i> He explained. Old warfare plans still had their own place even in this new found devilry. "Difficult times are ahead Kazuki. I have no intentions of running."<i></i>
Sousuke listened to the details of how Mikaboshi could have been a relation to Kazuki. "He has sired human children. It is entirely possible that someone in the Senju line could have had a relationship."<i></i> He stated for the Senju to consider. "I still trust you, but lately I've been finding my trust misplaced. It's disheartening at times. Katuso once had asked me what he needed to do for me. I had asked him to be incorruptible. He told me... no man is incorruptible, that our vices are as much a part of us as the virtues and even the strongest of us make mistakes. But that's what makes us men and not demons. Wrong things like demons can't choose. They are the sum of their vices and their nature. Nothing more. We have the power to choose between right and wrong. To rise above our nature and choose to be better. Believe in your own heart. Be true to what you find there and it will guide you and protect you."<i></i> Strong words. Words of wisdom. Still staring at his reflection Sousuke could see the tears coming down his face. "I've made my choice, and that is to trust you, still."<i></i> He wiped the tears away from his face. He needed time to figure things out. He was going to take an optimistic approach and consider that Katuso was still alive. Mikaboshi may have indeed simply possessed him. Katuso may be just locked away there, in Mikaboshi's mind somehow.
"I've got deep roots here Kazuki. "<i></i> His gaze focused as he turned his head slightly. "Bringing the fight to them would be difficult. It is always easier to defend and hold a position than it is to attack. The defenders merely have to defend, the offenders have to take the position and hold it. Much more difficult."<i></i> He explained. Old warfare plans still had their own place even in this new found devilry. "Difficult times are ahead Kazuki. I have no intentions of running."<i></i>